IN HIMALYAS

by SWARAJ
(INDIA)

MY SON

MY SON

ROAMING HERE AND THERE IN HIMALAYAS,
TO SEARCH THE CAUSE OF YOUR DEMISE MY SON
LAST FIVE YEARS WITH FULL OF TEARS,
COULD NOT FIND ANY CLUE,ASKING GOD,WHY HE TOOK MY SON IN HIS HOME?
ARE YOU LIVING IN HIMALAYAS?
COME DOWN MY GOD, AND SEE THE PAIN OF A MOTHER OF A GROWN UP ONLY SON.
HOW U TOOK MY YOUNG SON,WHO COULD DO SERVE THE INDIAN ARMY,WHO COULD LIVE A FULL LIFE GIFTED BY YOU.THEN WHY U TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME.
ROAMING HERE AND THERE IN HIMALAYAS.
TAKING MY EMPTY BODY PRAYING GOD TO TAKE IT BACK.
OR TELL ME THE CAUSE OF DEMISE OF MY SON
ARE U LIVING IN HIMALAYAS?
ROAMING HERE AND THERE MY GOD MY SON.

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Nov 17, 2015
Years
by: Kate

3 years today, still so hurtful.
I will never be the same.
I hope you are better.
It is so hard.
Q

Sep 22, 2014
Your son
by: Kate

I look at your handsome son and I think of my own handsome kind son and can not know why we have this pain to endure. .it now is nearing two years and it hurts more after the shock. God almighty help us .

Sep 11, 2014
Your son
by: Kate

I am thinking about you. I try to understand why and have no answer. I read the whole Bible. I do not find the comfort I need! my heart is broken. I pray for help to endure every day. I hope you are better. After the shock it seems to hurt more. I go through so many feelings. It's not ok. It is never for a mother to loose her child.
I lost his father 20 years ago. This life hurts because of death.

Jul 24, 2014
Our sons ,our hearts
by: Kate

Your poem is beautiful.
I am better than at first because I was screaming in my pain.
Now I just cry. Everyday my son is in my thoughts and I hurt but I learned to do it better that is all. I find no answers. I try to go on for my other four children, but I miss that son so much. You lost your only son. So hard. Death is the worst thing ever.
I read the whole Gita about our souls. I still cry. Nothing can change our loss. We hurt everyday. You have touched my heart across the miles, we have an emptiness we share. I am a struggling sadhaka. Thank you for writing. We somehow go on.

Jun 23, 2014
Hi Kate
by: Swaraj yadav

I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture.
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrollable tears stream down my face,
while my heart beat starts to race.
Even though I can't see,
I know your up there watching over me.
I miss you more and more everyday
and all I can do is pray."
Katie it is good to listen from you ,you are better than before but me struggling with my memories of my son.always feel guilty.only can pray for him but not getting little peace. God bless you peace.

Jun 21, 2014
Our sons
by: Kate

Our sons are in our heart forever. I am better now than at first. A year and a half later,I have gone through so many emotions. We have no choice but to keep trying. I hope you are well.

Mar 31, 2013
You and me
by: Kate

Swarja I am not doing so good. I can't believe I am still here and my son is gone. I know you understand this empty lost inner self that somehow goes on. I feel I don't know anything now about why death comes. I some live. We share the pain.

Mar 19, 2013
Thanks Kate
by: Swaraj Yadav

You are very kind Kate but the Almighty did not think about us. Now I am in that position that could live a life normaly and could not die.how are you now?

Jan 10, 2013
Your son
by: Kate

I am so sorry for your pain. I lost my son Nov.12,2012
He was 39 but he was my friend as well as my son. My heart is broken too. I am in USA but my heart is with you in India, I
Feel your pain and loss because I have it too. I have always been a God lover, it is death I hate. It is not understandable.
My heart goes out to you in love.

Jan 10, 2013
Your son
by: Kate

Your very handsome son is gone,I understand the hole in your heart. I lost my beautiful son Nov 17,2012
I am in the USA but my heart is with you there in India.
It makes no sense to me,so unfair that beautiful lives should die and leave us so lost,in pain,in sorrow. I am struggling to endure this as I know you are. Much love to you.

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