In loving memory of my first born son, Jamie Kurtz

by Julie
(Pennsylvania)

Jamie had such an infectious smile.

Jamie had such an infectious smile.

The news of my son's death came to me from my second son after a long day at work. When Jordan, my second son, told me that Jamie died..I did not even react. I could not cry..Jordan was starting to come apart in front of my eyes and I could not react. Jamie was 40 years old and died of a heart attack.

Now a week later, after the busyness of planning the memorial, calls from friends from the past and all over the US; I am now settling into a feeling of loss. A loss that is nothing like the loss of my parents years ago. It is a physical emptiness. I feel like I am hitting a void.

Cleaning my son's home and taking care of his affairs has numbed me at times. Then I melt and feel this intense sadness. I know that my son's passing is fresh and that I will go through a grieving process....but it is so hard.

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Apr 19, 2010
God bless
by: Anonymous

I went to school and played Steelers football with Jamie. He was a great guy. God bless his family in this time of loss. He is now born again in heaven

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