In Memory of my Beautiful Soul Mate "Willie" the Westie form Wicklow.
by Julie Lambert
(Dublin, Ireland )
I lost my best friend and soul mate almost 13 days ago and from the 6th of March 2014 until the end of my days my heart will be broken.
The way I am feeling is too much to bare and the deep sorrow I have at lossing my little fella is so overwhelming, that sometimes I feel like I cant breath and if I am honest, part of me doest want to go on without him.
You see the way I felt about him, no human words can ever portray. Human beings use invented words to communicate with each other and express feelings etc.. But there is no words to explain or express how much I adored him. He was beautiful inside and out and I lost him at only 12 1/2 years old.
The thoughts of not seeing him and his lovely face every again is killing me. How can I go on without seeing that smile on a sunny day when we went walking or the pure happiness and excitement we both felt every time I wanted thru the front door.
I look around and see life goes on with everyone but dont they realize that the most beautiful light has gone out and that the world will never be the same?
I had to make the decision to put him asleep as he could breathe for 3 days and as a result he couldnt sleep or eat. I knew it was coming but didnt want to believe it but somehow I found it in myself to be there for him right to the end when I saw that beautiful soul leave his body.
God please help as reality is too much to bare for the 1st time in my life. I just want to be with him again.
From Julie - Dublin, Ireland