Infidelity-I am lost
No one could have ever told me that my husband's affair with his "admin" and another woman could have cut so deeply. I have lost my foundation of trust in my partner. He was supposed to be my protector, my guardian. Now he wants everything back as normal and doesn't seem to really recognize the loss for me. Loss of trust, humiliation, loss of reputation(he passed on false information about me to his family and affair partners).
I have lost me.
I want to grieve, he says he wants to help, but he is tired and frustrated and demonstrates that he just wants to go on as if nothing happened.
I have lost 23 years with lies and deceit.