It does get better
I have written before and get great strength from this site. I am nearing two years into my journey and slowly but surely I am getting thro. It has been an impossible nightmare since my husband died a very painful death at the age of 41, leaving myself and two young children.
Time has made me stronger, anger is less and bitterness too, Must admit tho I'm really lonely missing having someone around in everyday life, that thing we possibly all took for granted.
I hope each of you all reach a stronger place, this all has no time limit but I'm beginning to believe it may be possible.
Love to you all.
PS Hope Holt, i must saying after reading your journey thro this site I see a much stronger person emerging...... Keep it going.x JS