it hurts so much
My mother passed away in april 2012, I am her second child and am 26 yrs of age. My mother was the greatest human being i have ever met , her unconditional love, her sweet demeanor made her who she was. I was always a mommas boy, i married very young and though i had found the perfect lady, she was sweet to my parents in the beginning and seemed like everything was perfect. After we married everything changed, she constantly belittled my mother and always blamed her for anything she could throw against her, i hated having to hear her complaints about my mom, and unfortunately i always defended my wife more than I did my mother. It was clear that my wife hated my mom but for no good reason.
After she passed away it seemed like everything changed she now talks about my mom as if they had a perfect relationship, she even cries which really gets to me, i feel like telling her off and telling her to stop crying because i knew how much she dislike my mom. Now that my mom is gone i apologize everyday for not standing up to my wife who i now have resentment towards to and cant deal with the pain that i wasnt the son she deserved. Mike