It is 7 months on 18th May since you left me Angel

by Cathy

My most precious son Brandon, it's been 7 months since you left me so suddenly . It just seems like yesterday, i don't know how the months have gone by. This life is really awful without your angelic smile , the house used to echo with your one word "mama". I miss hearing it so much and i miss you my angel. I want to hug you and never let you go, i would never have let you go if it was in my hands, i never thought that there was anything i could not do for my son, i would beg borrow and steal for you. I am so sorry i could not do anything i was helpless, god did not give my son a second chance. Mama loves you son and will love you forever till eternity. The pain does not go away you only learn to control your feelings. Love you son, the light of my life.

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May 26, 2012
Dates and days
by: Anonymous

Time passes by. I said many times after the death of my son in January that I hope that time heals. Yet, after 5 months I don't feel the peace. What I have now is maybe not an open wound but an abscess. It is harder to see but i festers and hurts. I live and "function" but that death is what fills my heart and my mind. I will not take my life but it seems hopeless anyways. Time just drags on. Like you, I see others get a second chance, or third, or many but we didn't. The life I was living before is gone. How naive was I then.

May 24, 2012
I miss u my baby
by: cathy

Today May 24th is your parents anniversary, and the first one without my son,you were our first precious gift, taken away so soon from us . I miss you my angel ,i just cant believe you are not coming back, i want you with me ,last year this day you were with me , where are you this year son? I love you and i want you with me, life is very difficult to go on. There is nothing mama can give you or do for you, only prayers.

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