IT IS A YEAR TODAY
one year ago today my Son John died. I am at work and cannot stop crying, I could not get a sub to cover my shift. This morning at 8:05 am I lit a candle and said a prayer, but I feel so lost, and the sadness just goes on and on. I feel so bad for the moms that are just starting this horrible journey of missing your son or daughter, it is hell. I really don't think I can go on anymore.