IT JUST FEELS SO BAD
It's coming up to 8 months now since my partner of 20 years passed away. I have moved home to NYC from Sweden and am slowly building a new life. Things are moving in the right direction I guess and coming home was the best thing I could do but I'm just so sad. I've just sat here on my sofa and my eyes filled with tears. I miss him so much all of the time.
I don't know what else to do? I feel so alone even though I have such wonderful friends here and such great support.
My heart is broken. In many ways I think I feel worse then I did 3 months ago! I'm writing here again because it helps. All of you know how I feel. I pray for all the people on this websight for some kind of peace. Please pray for me too. Thanks! Jack