Its hurts so much

by Joyce
(South Africa)

My Name is Joy been in a relationship for 16yrs, it was love on the first site; after few months dating we decided to stay together.

For all this years, life was good we used to love each other and I use to belief and trust him so much. He has more than one house.

I found out that he has be been hiding his exwife all along and they are having another child, but i could not understand cause he was with me all the time, never miss one night not coming home.

I stayed with that info for a month and confronted him and he decided to move out. It has been a year and half but I'm still heart broken, i can't let go its really affecting me. My biggest problem is i had fear of being alone i had grown up children. I cry at night i'm heartbroken.

I've met this man, my problem he is married. Yes its a shoulder to cry on, the relationship really frustrates me I'm confused .

Regards

Joy