its not getting easier
well, its been over a year- in fact, its about a year and a half now, that she left. and its getting harder, not easier, that she's gone. honestly, i don't know how to deal with the feelings of loss, 'fog', and hurt. i'm not really 'depressed', just sad, all the time. my 'smile' is gone- the light is out of my eyes. i can't focus, i don't care, i just exist. i don't get excited, get get motivated, i'm just here, right now. i thought i was doing so good. healing, feeling better about myself- then the one year mark hit. and hit hard- and i thought that i'd be okay after that, and i'm not. i know i have to work through it, but i don't know how. anyone else out there know how to get through this rough patch?