Jane just not a great Mom but my guiding angel
(Fort Gibson ok Muskogee )
Aug 19th 14 heaven invited my mom to come home. The past few days have been a struggle. Being on earth we are the ones who grieve the losses, she is fine now and happy I now must move on and and review my own life. No more phone calls just to check in. ( I miss those), it took me along time to look at Mom as a person with her own growing pains and her own spiritual journey. I was 35 when I finally realized this. She lost her parents by age 14 so she never had the blessing I received from her. How did she know what to do? How did she have a unique relationship with all 7 of us making each one of us feel special? She was an amazing Nurse as well. The services where not traditional just a gathering of her co workers, families and friends sharing stories of her loving life and the people she had encouraged or mentored along the road. She would have loved it. Now may my journey continue with the lessons mom left me and may I touch the world with love and uniqueness just as she had.