by janice harnack
I lost my husband to end stage lung cancer on August 18,2013. I also work at the hospital where he died. At first I was just on auto-pilot, so I returned to work shortly after he died. A few months ago, reality set in- what can I say? I crashed and burned. Now here I am faced with the decision to go back to work at the end of this coming week. I am dreading it. How can I be moving forward in my grief journey, when I am going back to work where my husband died? I don't know if I can do it- and to keep a job just because of the money, when it causes me so much pain, physically and emotionally, is unbelievably difficult.