Jay Jay I am so sorry you left us
by Gloria Villalobos
(Melvindale, Mi USA)
Your life was so difficult with the struggle of mental illness and substance abuse. Young adolescence, teen years, young adult, to middle age, you left one week after turning 43, I tried so hard to help you get help. I watched you deteriorate with the etoh and drug use. I saw you in so much emotional pain and turmoil.
There were good days when you were happy and wanting to share, but now you are gone and It has been one and a half years....they tell me to go on, get over it, guess they mean well, but I can't make sense out of the way it was. You have a beautiful son who is doing well and about to graduate. We are very close to him.
I will always love you....................mom