Jayden Robert. so cruely taken.:( Your never be forgotten

Jayden Robert. our special little man.

Jayden Robert. our special little man.

Wen i found out i was pregnant it was mixed emotions as it wasnt planned. For financial reasons and as we didnt live together we decided an abortion would be the best thing. I had always had irregular periods so i was unsure of the dates, it was the hardest thing to book an abortion.I went to a private clinic, i wasnt completly sure if it was 2 late to have an abortion but the doctor did a scan n said it was ok n it cud stil b done so i put my trust in him n believed him, i had the procedure done n he said id pass tissue n id get pains like labour but not as bad n its called míní labour.3 weeks laterit started all of the mon night then all tues n tues night i had agony back pains and kept expecting to pass tissue, the pain was gettin worse and worse n ať 3.20am on wed 24th October 2012 i had the shock of my life. I had a baby. I dont live with my boyfriend, i was home alone when i gave birth to him. I bled severely. I couldnt get to my phone to call for help so i had to cut my baby boys cord n síť still till the bleeding eased off. Our baby was born alive. He survived for 6 hours. I remember his 1st cry, i cuddled him all the way to the hospital. I thought he was meant to be thinking that he had survived an abortion attempt.Seeing him i immediatly fell in love with him and i had to protect him. Ať the hospital His heart stopped n they restarted it twice in 10 mins. It then stopped a 3rd time n that was the final time as they couldnt restart it. Doctors said the private doctor i saw should never have performed the abortion as it was to late n doing so caused are baby to have severely weak heart n lungs n he died of severe respirtory distress. If the doctor had said it was to late i would have walked out the surgery not thinking twice, noway would i of had the abortion. He stil did it although he knew it was 2 late n knew what the consequences wud b. That doctor is currently facing a murder charge. He killed our baby. He cruely took out baby. I miss him so much and would do anything in the world to have him back. The doctor took away our baby's life and left a whole in ours.

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