Just loss my 29 year old wife
The past week has been an absolute nightmare and I don't know how to cope. My lovely 29 year old wife and I have two wonderful little girls. A 3 1/2 year old and 4 month old. We had just purchased our first home On this past April 2013. We met at work 5 years ago. She was a nurse and I am a physician. She was the perfect woman. A strong woman of faith, a wonderful mother. A home maker. She loved to back, cook, arts and crafts. She did all the little things to show me ever single moment of the day that our daughters and I were to center of her world. for the past 4months since our baby was born we had been under alot of stress. We couldn't Imagine how much stress a second child would at add. She cared so much about me that since the day our daughter was born she let me sleep in another room and she with the baby so that I could get a good nights sleep.
On Sunday November 3, 2013 my wife told me that she put our baby to sleep and the other was playing in her room. She then told me she was going to go for a walk. Well 30 minutes later the police show up at my house to tell me that my wife was found unconscious on the side of the road. EMS was able to restart her heart and she was airlifted to the hospital. She had to have cardiopulmonary bypass and was incubated. The neurologist the did an EEG showed should poor activity in her brain. I was then told that her cat scan of the brain showed catastrophic anoxic brain injury from lack of oxygen to her brain. She remained in the ICU for one week. This past Sunday November 10th her condition decompensated and she was pronounced dead. Today I had to go to the funeral parlor with her mother and sister to making arrangements for her burial this coming Saturday. The mass will be done at the same church where we got married. My life is a nightmare and the only reason for me to go on are our to baby daughters. I don't know what to do. I find myself pacing through our house desperately waiting for her to come home. I send her cell phone a text message and keeping waiting for her to respond. I am dying inside. Everywhere I turn I look at everything she left behind. All the holiday decorations that she was beginning to put up. Picture on her camera and phone from when we took our girls trick or treating just one week ago. I cant believe she is gone. I am destroyed and feel like I am in a bowl of water and am drowning. I don't know how to go on. I want my wife back. I want to hold her and kiss her. I want to tell her I love her. She was my best friend. She was only 29 years old and I 35 with so many plan about our family and our future together.