Just one year..
Okay Casey it's been a year. Please come back? ): I know I've asked you a million times. It's so selfish of me. I know you are in Heaven right where you need to be. I love you so much always have & always will. I wish I could hold your hand one last time. I'm so sorry I took that for granted. I wish I would have kissed you more & complained less. Yet somehow you looked past my flaws & fell in love with me. I love you so much. At 18 I never knew I was going to lose the best thing in my life. I left like I had to grow up so fast. I still wear the necklace you gave me. I still have your hoodie. For some reason it still smells like you. I have even washed it & your smell comes back. Thank you for that. <3 I don't know why I keep posting on this site. I guess it helps to know that I'm not alone. Finally I know that I'm not alone. I love you baby. You still have my heart. (:
Ps; Thank you for loving me & showing me what love is.