Just wish I had a chance to say I love you and n I was just mad

by Matilda

On new year of 2004 i spoke to my father like if I didn't care about him like if he was nothing to me . I thought about I spoke to him the three days and I decided to call him back and apologise to him but it was to late , he was gone. My family never wanted to tell me he sick, I lost my father on 1-3-2004 and I never got to say good bye in sted we i had an argument with him about how he did not love but i no he did ,ever time on this day come on this day I get mad and sad

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Dec 23, 2011
He knew you loved him...
by: Anonymous

I don't know the circumstances and the relationship that you had with your father but I am sure he knew you Loved him. This is one of the reasons I am assuming that your family didn't tell you about his illness. They knew it would be hard for you. He is at peace and beating yourself up every day isn't going to bring him back or good for you. He was your father for many years and I am Sure he knew that you loved him. We all are just human. It is unfortunate that you didn't have the opportunity to tell him good bye but you have to 'let go' of the guilt, or it will eat you up. I hope in time you will feel more at peace.

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