kevin 4 yrs of pain
Its been 4yrs(4 july) since my son hanged himself. He was 21.the pain it not everyday now but when it comes its huge. It still hurt. It can happen at anytime. I have to take time off work and get medication. Kevins big sister was the one that found him and she has coped and grown into an amazing strong woman as has his young sister. Me on the other has not and feel a complete faliure as a mom to all 3 of my childeren. 8 months after kevins death my husband left me so i was and still am grieving both. My boyfriend of 2yrs has been amazing. If not for him and my daughters i dont think id still be here.