I lost my husband on May 16. He pulled into the driveway and died. With the car in park and the engine still running. Just like that. 54 years old. The love of my life. My best friend, my best pal, my advisor, my protector, my everything. I am lost. I try to function. Who knew there was so many details after death? I want to scream Idon't care!!!I want to die too! There is no place in this world for me anymore...the world was him and me...we did everything together..went everywhere together...Kevin where are you??????Why????????