by Bill furey
I came home from work the other night my 26 year was face down in his bed I had test h 2 hours before and he answered me. He had been going through a bad patch of life and was on a clean path but these evil drugs that destroy more than help took away from our family our son . He was the family rock the finest person a parent would praise except for the problem which we worked with him on but it was just not enough. I tried to bring him back to life but it didn't work and I tried for 5 minutes till the police came. I just don't know this is so hard I think it is a bad dream unreal feeling. In feel like I should have been there to protect him just don't know how to go on with life but I know I must I have 3 other children 2 grandchildren and I must be strong for them. But my hurts so bad what did I do wrong?