Lauren jade....Im overwhelmed with anxiety after the death of my precious nana
by Lauren g
My beautiful nana passed away 6 weeks ago after 4 months of hospitalisation she should never of died she was given the wrong medication which led to her bleeding profoundly for 2 weeks she had continuous blood transfusions for 2 weeks until she fell unconscious 2 days before she passed. At this point they had stopped treatment as she wasn't responding.
4 hours after watching the traumatic death I started with overwhelming panic & fear I didn't realise at the time was anxiety. Iv suffered with this for 6 weeks I feel constantly on edge fearing the feeling that I have, I feel in a dreamlike state where the world just seems to be passing me by I have no interest in any hobbies I loved before but I'm forcing myself to do things because I don't want to end up housebound. My brain feels fuzzy and I experience many feelings of derealisation. Is this normal for grief? I have never experienced it before or witnessed anybody die. I'm so confused as I feel numb regarding nanas death even though we was so do close. Any advice would be great. Thanks Lauren.