Well today is mother’s day and for the first time in many years there won't be my daughters and grandchildren rushing into the house to present my beloved wife gifts and cards, she loved it so much and I can still see the look of absolute joy on her face as they all kissed her and wished he “HAPPY MOTHERS DAY”. That will never happen again and I grieve for my lovely family who miss their mum and NANNA so deeply.
Thank you all for your kind and helpful letters, I will certainly seek bereavement counseling and I do know life will never be the same for me. Reading all the tragic stories on this website also makes me realize I am just one grief stricken husband/ wife amongst thousands who are suffering as badly as I am.
Has anyone noticed that the motivation to do anything has gone and the slightest job is an effort, plus the terrible exhaustion?