I took one step forward today, I sat at my organ and played all the waltzes I had composed for our anniversaries, the Silver, Ruby, Golden and Diamond and the melodies I composed for my two daughters weddings without crying.
One of our happiest memories was on a cruise when the ships orchestra played my” RUBY WEDDING WALTZ” and all my family were on the dance floor with us.
Memories are so precious.
I have still not been able to write and frankly see no likelihood of ever doing it again, my lovely wife corrected all my grammar and made helpful suggestions.
My books were never for publication they were just to give pleasure to my family and fulfill my need to write, but perhaps, who knows.
I am seeing a grief counselor on Friday so maybe he will ease this intense pain I am feeling.
Thank you again for your sympathy and suggestions.