by Lawrence

I took one step forward today, I sat at my organ and played all the waltzes I had composed for our anniversaries, the Silver, Ruby, Golden and Diamond and the melodies I composed for my two daughters weddings without crying.
One of our happiest memories was on a cruise when the ships orchestra played my” RUBY WEDDING WALTZ” and all my family were on the dance floor with us.
Memories are so precious.
I have still not been able to write and frankly see no likelihood of ever doing it again, my lovely wife corrected all my grammar and made helpful suggestions.
My books were never for publication they were just to give pleasure to my family and fulfill my need to write, but perhaps, who knows.
I am seeing a grief counselor on Friday so maybe he will ease this intense pain I am feeling.
Thank you again for your sympathy and suggestions.

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Mar 13, 2013
by: Doreen U.K.

Lawrence. You have made a good step forward by going back to your music. Take it slowly. It gives you pleasure so don't Stop the music. Have an Interlude and come back to it in time. Don't waste such a talent that gives you pleasure and those around you. This music will be your Healing. I am happy you start counselling on Friday and you won't regret it. You will start to feel better in time and you will be writing a new post. The way you are feeling now is normal and won't be the way you feel later on. It will change like the seasons do. You will learn to live again in time but it will be in a different way as we all are finding out. Don't cancel out anything and don't look too far ahead. Live for the moment as this is all we have.
Best wishes for Friday. Doreen

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