Like A Mother To Me.

by Emmy

Her name was Susie. I met her after I had gone to church for the first time with my ex. She was a sweet woman. I grew close to her family and her as well. I may haven't as known her as long as other, but I still loved her. She was a mother to me when I needed it. She passed away May 18th, 2012 8:36pm. My ex also left me that Thursday. We had broken up before. I had ran to Susie. She just told me he was stupid. I should have realized her words.
She had battled breast cancer for two years. She always told me, don't let anyone hold me back. Now that I think about it. She was right. I let my ex hold me back.. now I'm miserable. I don't want to eat, I want to sleep all the time. Susie wouldn't have wanted me to be this way, but I know how I feel.
Susie I love you, I love you so much. I should have spent more time with you. I'm so sorry I didn't. I did enjoy our time playing Uno with Don. I will never forget all the hugs I gave you. You told me how much of a great girl I was. I was so helpful you told me. I remember when I helped you make that bracelet. You always told me how you weren't very artsy/crafty. All I could was smile. I enjoyed that. I wish I could have seen you walk again. Now you are with God and walking around playing card games with my grandmother.

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