It has been nearly five months since Bruce died. I am so lonely sometimes I do not if I am crying because of grief or sheer loneliness. Weekends are the worst. I went shopping on Saturday by myself and the loneliness nearly drove me insane. All my friends are married so even if we do go out I am still on my own. I was feeling so alone at work today I thought I would give Bruce a call, then it hit that I cant so off I went to my office to have a cry instead. Typing this crying again just for good measure. This new life SUCKS!!!!!! all I want is my old life back.
Bruce I love and miss you so much