(A very cold Northern Ireland)
Im so completely full and had enough of this loneliness!!
I feel that now after over two years i now have the desire to go out and start to chat with people, i want to.
Im sitting here yet again on my own on a Saturday night. I dont deserve to feel like this to be in this horrific and desperate position, none of us do!!
Anyway just wanted to let you know how i was feeling.
I feel im ready to get a life. I need to..
Love to you all,