Lord, Help Me!
by Ruth Smith
I lost my adult son March 19, 2011 to a massive heart attack. Ervin was only 50 years old and the pain and hurt that I'm feeling is almost unbearable and I cannot seem to go on. He was in the process of getting a high secret clearance for his job but had to take a job that was paying $12.00 an hour instead of $50.00 an hour until the clearance was completed. I failed to realize the stress, un-certainty, shamefulness and fear he was facing for over a year trying to maintain the standard of living for the family. Lord, please reveal to me what I could've done.