losing 2 brothers too soon
(batesville, arkansas,united states)
3 years ago I lost my brother jay. he was 31 years old. My son found him laying on the back deck of his dads house . He had layed there all night struggling with his breathing and finally about 3 am his heart gave out and he died. no one knew what he was going thru or that he was even laying there dying.
now I have lost my youngest brother, David. He was 32 and was in a car wreck last friday,and killed. He had just left my house and was headed to pick up his buddy , so they could go to work. He came over that morning and hung out with me and our other brother, john. He was there for a good 3 hours, which was very odd, but it was nice. He hadnt been to my house in quite awhile. Now I am so very glad I got those 3 hours with him. I just dont understand how this could be happening again. We just burried him ystrdy. Am I supose to just be fine now? I cant seem to accept this. it's just not fair in any way at all!