Losing my husband from cancer
I lost my husband to colon cancer at the the age of 51., 7weeks ago and It gets harder for me each day. We been together for26 yrs. my dad past away 10 months before my husband. My dad and mom came to stay with me to help with my husband and 2months after my dad was also diagnosed with cancer and died a month later. I lost the two important men in my life. My husband and. Dad where so much a like. They both had great, caring and amazing personalities. Everyone was drawn to both of them. My husband and I did everything together except work. We never spent a day apart. I have a sister who I'm extremely close too, but I feel so alone. My sister is on vacation with her husband and friends which seems to make me feel bad I can't do that anymore with my husband.. I don't want to be bitter , but I thought my sister would cancel her trip to be with me., because that's something I would of done. I know people have there own lives and I must except it. Everyone is telling me I have to go back to work(I did this week) try to keep busy but I just miss my husband. Every night before bed and. Every morning we gave each other a kiss and said I love you. I just can't imagine my life with out him. Watching my dad and husband dying of cancer is/was so devastating .