Losing my Mom: It still hurts you know?
My mom died on November 14, 2007 when I was 10 years old and my brother, 9 years old from stage 4 colon cancer. In some ways I do feel that I have coped very well but in other ways not. I really miss her and I remember the couple weeks after she past away I would cry myself to sleep. I still do cry whenever I really think of her. Its just so painful losing someone when you are so young because you have more trouble remembering the person. I have a hard time remembering how her voice sounded like and other things such as that. I never really had anyone to talk about my mom's death with except for my dad but we never talked so much on the subject after her funeral. My school never noticed that my mom passed away so i have been basically alone this entire time. I really miss her but I know that there is a reason for everything and that she's in a better place. But, it still hurts you know?