Losing our little man
by Fracess maryweather
If you are going to judge me because I am young then i suggest you keep your judgment to yourself.
I was 16 he was 17, we had been together for a year and a half, I was the happiest I had ever been and I wanted to spend my life with him. One month last summer I started feeling ill, I thought nothing of it as there had been a bug going round at the time, my period came one month but was light then it didn't come the next, I had been feeling sick, lightheaded, with sore breasts, I didn't for a second think I could be pregnant as that month we didn't have sex.
A year ago tommorow I was curled up on the sofa with my boyfriend, I had exrutiating stomach pain, and my period was due so I thought it was that. I went to the toilert to check and I had some heavy bleeding. It was soaking I pad in half hour. I was really badly panicking, and I started feeling this pressure feeling in my vagina so I sat on the toilet and I just had this urge to push, and I did and our came this grape sized lump.
I later found out I had had a misscarrige and I passsed my baby on the toilet.
It has been a year tomorrow. And it still hurts every day, knowing that he was our little baby boy.
Me and the father are still together, and we are still as in love as we were before the baby, as nothing is going to change that, ajnd I hope at some point we can have another baby n when we are ready, and we have fully grieved for the loss of our little man. Mummy and daddy love you our little fighter!!