losing the best brother on earth
on 12/02/2000 the best brother and friend committed suicide. it is now 12 years, but the pain is still there. losing someone so close to you at such a young tender age of 29, how can u go on with life, how can you say all is normal.... i lived in a dream world, thinking that he is around and that I will meet him somewhere in the mall, or on the beach etc. he went through a rough married life, kids and wife moved out and my mum and dad were his pillar of strength, he was mocked by my elder brother and his wife, sworn at by my younger brother's wife, and today I feel so lost without him. he was cremated on Valentines day and that day died with him.......I miss him so damn much...........