Losing the best thing i ever had in life.......my beautiful mother.
In Oct.of 2007 my hole life stopped. My mother was diagnosed with a kidney problem. My mother never had any sickness.After I beg her to retire this came about. I felt guilty . maybe she wouldn't have gotten sick if i wouldn't beg her to retire. But the good thing about I was able spend her last 90 days with her. She yet was still strong and holding on to Gods hand. I couldn't hear any of the word she was telling me because the fear of losing her was on my mind.On Jan. 27,2008 she sat up in the hospital and told me its almost time for her to go home .....fear shock my body I went from truthing to trembling. On the next morning my mother start to tell me what she excepted me to do. I look at her as if she was crazy. I said to her i haven't gotten marriage yet. With that funny look on her face she said who said you going to get marriage as she always say.....giggling.back to the funeral arrangement as she told me everything she wanted i begin to cry ...she said no crying i been praying for you all my life and your going to be fine. As i kiss her getting ready headed back to Miami she said make sure you get everything i told you with a big smile. My body felt weak. but i stood strong as the woman she taught me to be.The last words i heard from my mother was im going to try and hanging in there til you get back but if i don't......you got this carry on as you do you are the chose one out of the twelve sibling. I turn to pray with her as i finished, her words was He will carry you through i had done my duty. My mother went home to glory January 28,2008. It seems as if it was yesterday. My heart goes out to any one with a loss of a love one. May the glory of the lord protect us and carry us through.