Losing The Love of My Life

by Suette
(Waxahachie, Texas)

Tommy and I met 38 years ago. Young kids who fell in love. Circumstances parted us. We had separate lives but never forgot each other.

38 years later we found each other again. We made so many plans for our future. We laughed, loved, talked, stared at each other in disbelief. We were so happy to have found each other again.

Three days after moving in together, the Lord took Tommy to be with him. I was and still am in total disbelief that my life could turn 180 degrees and then turn another 180 degrees again in such a short time. I miss this man more than any words can describe. He use to tell me that he had no words that could explain how much he loved me. Now I have no word to explain how much I love and miss him.

He is in my every waking thought. He is in every memory I have. I know the pain will ease at some point, but I feel that is a long way away for me. I cry every day and the nights are so hard...so hard. The lonely nights... I miss his touch, his lips on mine, the look of love in his eyes. I miss picking out a movie to watch with him. I miss the motorcycle rides. I miss cooking meals with him by my side. I just miss everything about him.

I love you Tommy and I always will.
Always and Forever...
Love you,
Suette