losing the love of my life
my beloved husband died unexpectedly 15 months ago. We were married over 30 years no children , we were so close each others best friends, people admired our love story. He was loved by his employees and the community it was a great shock to so many. I had to do things backwards, sell house etc. move back to my home state and deal with the painful grieving. I'm now in my new home and things have calmed down to the pace that the grieving has hit me hard again, I'm lost without the love of my life my heart fills like their is nothing left to break. I feel hopeless and lost without him, don't think I can reel myself back to normal----- I'm broken and will never be whole again. I miss my sweet darling mike. I have little support from my family but, his family is a GODSEND.