Loss after 26 happy years together
It's been three weeks, family and friends are back home, today I am just alone. The empty house, and nothing to fill the hours.
I had the best husband, and my last words to him were " l love you"
My friends told me I spoiled him, I realize now that it just meant being a good wife. He always bragged about having the greatest wife in the world, I always knew I was loved.
The doctor said he had about a year to live, but he was gone five days later.
I have paperwork to deal with, things to sell and transfer to my name, I can't do any of it.
I can't get started on anything, I just sit and cry.
Will this change? If i didn't have my daughter I don't know what I'd do. She is grown and out of the house, but she is grieving, too.
I envy every couple I see, walking together, holding hands, chatting. Every day I wake up and my heart breaks all over again.