Lost my grandchild, brother and step daughter  About 18 months ago my daughter went in premature labor, 6 1/2 months along. She is in a wheelchair and has high blood pressure, shunts in her head and ...

For My Uncles.. Johnny, Steve and My Grandparents Howard and Velma  When you lose someone it a shock to your body. You can't believe what someone is telling you. You feel like you are in a nightmare. You will wake up and ...

Danny, The Love of My Life  I met Danny through a good friend, I worked with. We hit it off. Seems like we had alot in common. We both liked to hike, fish, hunt, and that's what we ...

Losing my grandpa, my dad, and my step-grandpa in less than a month  Just recently my world was turned upside down. On April 20, 2010 I received a phone call @ work from my brother telling me that my grandpa had a heart ...

My grandma, sister & brother  On September 6, 2008 my grandma passed away after a broken hip could not be repaired, due to her heart health. We took her home with the help of hospice,...

Grandpa and Great Aunt Lost in 2010!  Well I have been wondering where things were going, Valentines day was a great day, with my grandpa who was in the Hospital. Three days later I got a ...

Did I kill you?  My dad shot himself in the head in 2000. Sometimes people joke about blowing their head off. Instead of laughing I freeze, picturing my father's head all ...

Losing my Gandfather, Mum and Dad with 3 months of eachother  My Grandfather died on the 17th of January, 2009; not the greatest start to the year. We knew the year was only going to get worse. On the 1st of December ...

How Many Times?  As I begin writing this, I cannot help but say that life can be so unfair. My story begins at the mere age of 7, which is when I witnessed a robber kick ...

My loss on Good Friday  There was not really a category where I could put my loss, so I chose multiple losses. On April 10, 2009, an F-4 tornado passed through Tennessee ...my ...

Everythings gone.......  I am a sixteen year old girl that in the last five years I have gone from being a happy fun loving girl.... to a girl that can't have a conversation with ...

Multiple Losses?  Between my husband and me we have lost 20 immediate family members from September 2005 to January 2010. Eight of those deaths occurred within a six (6)...

My Momma and my precious Aunt Robin   My life has been turned upside down and I am trying so hard to get myself back to some sort of happiness. My mom passed away Feb 22, 09 due to a fall ...

They're all gone now...and I am alone with the pain.  Mom, 1996 - I miss you to this day. You were 73, not really old. You died of a horrible disease that no one really ever figured out, or really cared ...

Lost mom and dad within 4 days of each other  Today is 11/07/2009. my mom died on 10/22/09 and my dad on 10/26/09. they both had cancer. my mom had been a smoker and a drinker, my father had been ...

Tears  My mom died February 10, 2009 she was just about to turn 75 on march 25th. She had pancreatic cancer, diagnosed just b4 x-mas 2008. She had been complaining ...

Trying to say my Goodbyes  I am fairly young. I grew up really young for the reason I always took care of people. I had 3 people that were really close to me die within a year and ...

Will trust this is the right thing to do....  I am very leery of putting this all down in writing. It's like this grief I carry is a giant wave, over my head and if I really let it all out the wave ...

The Long Goodbye...  My father was a heroic man who remained cheerful right up until the end of his life. I took care of him after my mother and his wife of 50 years died suddenly ...

A Teenager Living With Grief   When someone dies, people don't always think about the teenagers or the children that are involved. They forget that the death hurts as much for a child ...

Nell my Sheltie , Ron my Brother  Will I ever stop crying? It has been 4 months today that Nell was diagnosed with advanced lymphoma and enlarged spleen. Then, the last of my human family,...

MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY  IT FEELS LIKE ALL MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS ARE DYING ON ME AND WHEN I AM NOT THERE THO. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, AND I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. IT HURTS ...

"TOO MUCH FOR ONE PERSON TO BEAR"  IT ALL STARTED 3 YEARS AGO, FEBUARY 9,2006 @ 9:00AM. I GOT A THAT PHONE CALL, MY MOTHER TELLING ME THAT THAT MY SISTER WENDY WAS NOT BREATHING. SO I CALLED ...

My little dog Nell then my brother Ron  Nov. 08 '08 I took Nell to the vet, only to find out she had Advanced Lymphoma and enlarged spleen. Then Feb. 9 '09 my brother died. I can't put into ...

Heather's Hope  Once upon a time I had 3 beautiful children that I raised myself without a husband (due to a nasty divorce) . . . . . . . .
I remained single 25 years,...

John, Grandma, Gloria, Dad  John Chinni August 2004
Phyllis McIntyre Sept. 2006
Gloria Chinni April 2, 2008
Ronald McIntyre April 19,2008

John Chinni- The father that I never ...

2009 the year of "It's always something..."  This story actually began in '08. I have had Epilepsy since 1990, but have been able to work with the aid of medication. May of '08 I had a real whopper ...

My brother's family and the fire.  On January 1st of 2010, I was woken up by my older brother banging on my apartment door. As I opened the door, he stood on the step. He said, "John, Lisa,...

TOO MANY HEARTACHES  My Dad was such a wonderful man, he was always there for us. We were five children, two boys and three girls. In 1988 my Dad was diagnosed with lung ...

A lifetime of human suffering  My story was too long to put on here so I posted it in a blog called loss on my myspace page. Please feel free to read it. I have been through so many ...

Amy  These last 17 months have been the hardest time in my life. I lost my Dad in July of '08, my brother Gary in January of '09, my Mom October 21, 2009, and ...

FROM. ''I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MOM"  JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO TALK TO SOMEONE BESIDES MY FAMILY, AND TO FEEL THAT WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW, IS NORMAL TO SOME DEGREE....

Waiting for that summer breeze  I'm alot older now, but 12 years ago my oldest sister Tangee died of sickle cell anemia. When it had happened, my mom felt we were too young to tell us ...

True North  May 28, 2008, my sister Liddy passed away in Hospice in another city far from mine. No one told me. I didn't find out until I arrived in town the following ...

LOSING MY FAMILY  My little brother was always overweight, but when my dad called at 3:30am, I knew something was wrong. He said he thought my brother was dead. I jumped ...

My journey with grief  May 6th I buried my third husband......I lost my first husband after a two month battle with cancer...we were farmers and I was left with no income and ...

How Could I Have Lost Both of Them  Year 2008 was the hardest year of my life. I spent most of that year taking care of two wonderful men. My father and my husband.

My healthy 78 yr ...

A Life Ready to End, But a Young One Taken Too Soon  November 14, 2008 was a Friday. My Dad, 84 years old, had his second major heart attack. He would have turned 85 on November 30th. He was in ICU at ...

Partners Suicide, Favorite Aunt's Death, Step Dad's Death  In August of 2006 I found out that my Step Dad (who raised me) was diagnosed with Lung Cancer. My partner and I made plans to move to Kansas to help....

Triple Whammy  In October 2007 my husband had a triple bypass. His cardiologist had told us he wasn't suitable for surgery however he was moved to the "heart hospital"...

My parents are gone  My father passed away almost 6 years ago from AIDS and he gave it to my mother who passed away 5 years ago. The pain that is in my heart and always in ...