Loss my younger brother from a car accident
(Laveen , AZ )
On December 16, 2012 was the day I loss a great brother(Dylan). He was coming home from dropping off a friend, he wasn't far from home when he got into a car accident. Around 6 or 7ish was when I heard a knock at the door thinking it was some people selling stuff or church people my youngest brother(marlon) went to go open the door after marlon came into my room told me it was about Dylan. Went into the living room seeing my mother in tears I didn't want to believe it. I started calling families and friends letting them know what was going on and they couldn't believe it as well . I was in shock I couldn't cope with the fact that I lost a brother I didn't want to believe it. When we went to go view the body it was still a shock to me I still couldn't believe he was gone. Till this day I still think about him and I still can't believe he's gone I feel that he's just sleep and he's not waking up. Days after he past he came into my dream smiling at me. Somedays I felt like dying or why didn't I go with him that night I should have been there. Somedays I wish I could live in my dreams and never come back to reality. I miss him so drearily. Somedays I wanna drown myself with alcohol till this day I have sleepless nights. When he passed away I could bearly sleep I wouldn't sleep in till like 8 in the morning I was very depressed cry myself to sleep. Going to work was even hard.