Loss of Hope
By comparison mine seems insignificant to the tradegies that have been told here.
I have, was!, been with my boyfriend for 8 months, during that time we shared many good times, and not even one cross word. We went away for a week in November and when we came back he just never went home and decided to put his house on the market. We involved ourselves with each others lives, friends, family, hobbies. I never asked him to move in, but didnt object. He receved and accpeted an offer on his house, he signed and took the paperwork to the solicitors on the same day that he received it, Friday 15th February. At the weekend we were building a bbq in the garden, dicussing where his furniture was going, discussing what car he woudl buy next so we had two practicle cars, talking about a holiday in October . . . And then he left Sunday night, saying that he wasnt cut out for a relationship. He collected his things Monday morning, told me he loved me when he left. Told me that if he saw me in the street he would always think what had he given up as i am gorgeous and wonderful.
In the early days he did tell me that he wasnt good at relationships, I never pushed him or asked him for anything knowing this and didnt want to give him any pressure.
Sunday was such a huge shock, and I dont know how to get over this. I feel very lost, lonely and sad, I am grieving for what I have lost.
I am 40 years old with no children, I guess I am saying that i am greving for the hope I had of having my fairy tale.