loss of husband 6 months ago update
It will be 6 months since I lost my husband on May 22nd. I am still missing him and still feel the same intense love for him. I am very busy with work at the hospital and here at the complex.
I am sorry my husband will not share in the joy of my becoming a great grandmother around Nov.
Something very strange has happened and I am not sure what to make of it. To begin with, we have some things happen here at my home such as my husband's cologne and ''grandpa's chair'' rocking by itself. My grandchildren do not worry as they feel that grandpa is just watching them from heaven.
I was cleaning and painting a unit to rent out and after 2 weeks it was ready. I went in to touch up the baseboards. I was not thinking of my husband at the time, as I wanted to just finish up. I covered the rug and got down on the floor and got started with the painting. Suddenly my husband came into my mind very strong and I felt his presence and he was watching me paint.He was right beside me. I continued painting very aware that he was watching. I was not afraid. The feeling went away when I went to the back rooms.
I wondered later why he went there instead of our unit but he used to manage that unit so maybe that is why. It sure is mysterious to me because nothing like that happened before.
At any rate I prayed about it. There is a reason for everything. I did ask God to forgive me for being mad at him because he refused go to the doctor until the last 2 months and it was already too late. So the Lord lifted that from my heart.
He will always be my love, the love of my life.