loss of Husband
It will be 3 years on Nov 22nt since my husband went to be with the Lord. I took care of him the last year when he was so sick. The first year was filled with grief and strange events around the house, vivid dreams and memories. I thought I would never be able to cope on my own but have managed to do it with the help of Jesus my Lord and savior.
I still think of him saying,''You are beautiful, Honey'' He could be so sweet. He adored the grand children. There are sure a lot of them. I remember a ride to Moreno Valley to see a new grandson. It was raining so hard and we took 2 alternate routes. I am so glad I have pics of him holding the new baby.That baby is now 22 yrs old.
I am sorry he did not get to see the great grand daughter who is 1 1/2 years old.He adored my mother who is 86 years old. My granddaughter who is now 14 had a very rough time with the loss.She was grandpa's girl.
I have continued working and am busy with church activities. I realize I will see him again. I had a vivid dream about him and Jesus was there and I was too. I will never forget that dream because my husband looked healthy.
My birthday is Nov 20th and that day will never be quite the same. I remember bringing him a piece of cake from my daughter's house and 2 days later he was gone.He died peacefully in his sleep.
I can never forget the kindness of our local police department.They were wonderful. 3 years seems like a long time in a way. I have gone through a healing process but still think of him. One day I was coming from my ROP class all of a sudden I thought to press the onstar button in my car and let him know where I was. Because that is what I always did. another memory. Well. God gave him to me and I am thankful for our time together.