Loss of my beautiful 32 year old son on 12/14/2011

by Sharon
(Redondo Beach, CA)

I lost my son on 12/14/11. At 18 he had been diagnosed with Osteosarcoma and had undergone several chemo rounds and surgeries leaving in him pain. As time went on he became addicted to a lot of pain meds and started mixing them. In September 2011 he admitted himself in a rehab program and was doing great so I thought, but on 12/14/2011 his step dad and I found him deceased on the floor of his place he rented. The coroner said he had been gone most likely 6 days. This grief is something that is undescrible. I do have a daughter who is 5 years clean and sober and two grandkids. I go to sleep missing him and wake up missing him. He was my constant. I was always worried about his health etc.

Any positive sharing would be appreciated.