Loss of my loving son Brandon 21, due to heart attack
October 18th 2011- The darkest day of my life. On October 17th 2011 my son was admitted to the hospital for severe pain in the stomach, was diagonised for acute pancreatitis he was on medications and on 18th at around 1.45 A.M. he died of a massive heart attack in the toilet. It was really shocking, i never in my wildest dreams thought that this would happen to my son , that he would go before me. I begged the doctor to do something there was nothing he could do, he was already gone. I just cannot believe my baby is no more. Each day without him is so painful, looking at his room, his things. I just wish i could see my baby one more time to hug him, i didnt know he would go like this so suddenly. sometimes it feels like a bad dream and that he will come back. I feel like going near my son he was my eldest and my beloved, he just got into bad company at a young age .People dont understand they say so many things which hurt so much,no one can understand the pain, only those who have gone through it can. I dont know if the pain of losing him will ever end.