Loss of my mom and brother
I lost my mom to lung cancer recently. She passed laying in bed next to me. I had taken her through chemo and knew it would happen but did not know how devastating it would be to me. I was not able to work and had to leave my job. I tried therapy and medications but time has been the only thing that has helped. My younger brother was found dead on the floor in December, and had been there for a while when we found him. He was 48 and we don't know what caused it. I have now left another job. I cry frequently and feel numb. I have lost my compass and am just going through the motions of what I need to do. Now I am looking for a job and trying to find the inner strength to keep my life together. I find no joy in life at this time. I pray for guidance daily and hope to recover from all this.