Loss of my son Joe;
by martha cruz
My son Joe just passed away on May 06, 2012. It was so unexpected he was pre med major at the univeristy of north texas in denton. He was the center of our world my husband his sisters and his little brother and I are so lost without him.
I keep asking why him. He passed away in his bedroom still don't know why. Joe was so loving never held a grudge his life was going good he loved his family, friends, and first and foremost the LORD. He always talked to his friends about GOD and encouraged a lot of kids to go to college. No my son was not perfect no person ever is I don't know if it is a stage I am going through but I have so much anger inside I am always on ther verge of tears its not fair to my other kids. I just want him back. I keep asking Joe why did you lelave us God why did you take him he had a whole future planned. His sisters and brothers are hurting so much could you not see that would happen to them. I wish we at least could have said good bye. we miss you so much. I know its not right but I keep telling myself its not fair that the people around are so happy with their families when mine is so broken. I just want to be able to take the pain away from my other kids I don't want them to hurt anymore.