loss of several siginicant people in my life
by Cheryl Kirkpatrick
(Hesperia Ca usa)
My story begins 1983 When I lost my mother, I was 16 years old. I got through life with my husband at my side.But mulitiple losses began November 2009. I lost my grandmother november 23, As I was going to my dads to arrange for my grandmothers service, my aunt which was my legal guardian in 1983 passed away December 2, 2009 On December 26 2009, my uncle married to my aunt which too was my legal guardian in 1983 passed away.On fathers day of June 19 2011, I went to work and later found my own father went to bed and died that night.My husband was ill,and with the loss of many family members I pulled away from my husband.I believe it was to cushion the hit. Should he too pass. On October 2 2011 my husband was admitted to a hospitals ER, for diabetic related issues. They released him in a couple hours.He was rushed back to the hospital by 7:30 pm. That night he went into cardiac arrest, and went into a coma.He never came out of the Coma and died December 30 2011. I have but my four kids left living.I have no one to turn to because my kids have not had the same relations with my family.Showing my emotions is difficult, because of the loss in my life. How do you begin to start living and trusting life without the cost of lossing emotions and feeling as if you love just anyone they will die as well.