Loss part of my Heart

by Kim
(Grande Prairie,Alberta ,Canada)

I loss the love of my life on May 8th 2011 (Mother's Day) at the age of 48 his 49 b-day was comming up on June 9th
On Valentine's Day this year it would have been our 8 yr wedding anniversary but we were together for 13 glorious years....The evening of May 7th we had attened a b-day housewarming party at my brothers house we got home about 12:30 in the night an my hubby fell asleep on the sofa at 1:45 he came down into the bedroom an told me he had awful pains in his chest an was coughing an having a hard time breathing never in a million years did I think it was his heart because of the coughing I told him to go outside an get some fresh cold air an that maybe the coughing would stop he also tried to stop the cough by taking his puffer which he never used an also thought if he drank some Buckley's it would stop needless to say nothing worked he then went into our master bath an the next thing I knew he was crawling on the floor an laid down I thought he took a seizure again don't know if I went in shock or what even when the ambulance took him I asked them if he was going to be ok still not realizing how serious it was I was told Madame we are trying everything we can after that I don't remember alot except when they came an told me he passed an I was allowed to see him I kept shaking him an telling him to breathe I just couldn't believe that he was gone in my heart I know I lost a part of myself that night there are days that I cry an I have such pain s I feel like my heart has broke in half everybody tells you it will get easier some days I do believe that an then wham seems like ur back to day one again

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