I'm 18 and the past 3 years I have been going through a really really ruff time. My step dad and mum got a divorce, My great Grandma dies, my best friend dies, 3 school friends die, 2 aunties die, uncle gets diagnosed with memory loss and my auntie gets diagnosed with cancer and I loose a baby. Most of these have happened in the space of a year. Been finding it really hard to deal with loosing all these people that was such close to me, like my best friend, she got taken from us at the age of 17, too young to go, too young! My boyfriend keeps telling me that I need to go for help because I'm always down and crying, but I can't face sitting in a room with someone opening up to them, But I find it easier to do this and share online with other people that might be in my situation.