Lost 3 Grandparents and I am only 15 years old.

by Emily

I am devastated. Right now all I want to die is to end this pain.
Death seems to follow me and my family around and wont go away.
I lost my Grandad when I was 8 years old; he had stomache cancer for the past two years only none of us even knew because he had never said anything to anyone
by the time he had got to the hospital it was to late
nobody could save my Grandad and he died a few hours later. I didnt get a chance to say goodbye.
Then about 15 months later my Nan died from emphysema
this hit me hard because she was my best friend and we were close
I got to say goodbye to her though which was a good thing.
Then 5 years had passed and I was doing well for myself
my brother however had a ruptured appendix and it was so bad that they didnt know if he was going to make it or not, luckly he pulled through and got back on his feet
My Grandad called me and asked how he was and if he was okay and I reasured him that my brother was okay and my Grandad was very relieved.
Then 20 Novemeber 2011; my Mom got a call from the warden in my Grandad's flat
my Grandad had passed away in his sleep at the age of 86.
My whole world came crashing down! God why me again?'
My mom had seen him the night before and he seemed fine and was so happy
I couldn't beleive it! not our family again! Why my Grandad and why now?
I am just left with a big hole in my life where my Grandparents were.
I am so scared because I don't know who will be next?
I feel like my world has come crashing down around
I miss them so so much and cannot believe they are gone :(

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